I Really like rock, my favorites bands are avenged sevenfold, three days grace, evanescence, SOA, among others, but im a little cheesy too, at the moment i'm in love with FOB's album, save the rock and roll, oh and i also love adele, and demi lovato, she is an inspiration, i like the way both of them think, i love adele's voice, songs and lyrics, and i like demi lovato's music, but not as much as his personality, she is really mature, and i love her style as well. But i can't deny that i have guilty pleasures as every human being does, i like some katy perry's, rihanna's, and miley cyrus songs among anothers, but the truly truth hahah, is that i listen to music depending on my mood, for example, i like some passenger and capital cities songs or slipknot and bullet for my valentine a little bit, you know it depends on how i feel at the moment.
Avenged sevenfold: I can say i absolutely love this band, it is my all time favorite band, the vocalist is a georgeous man whit an incredible voice, the rev was an amazingly talented drummer hear "almost easy" if you want, that my friends was amazing", "synister" is for me the most awesome, guitarist i have ever heard, he plays incredibly fast, zacky and johnny are also veeeery talented, and i specially love johnny's personality.
Three days grace: It is a band that i really like too, I specially love their songs, animal i have become and "riot" , but off course it is impossible choosing an favorite song of them, they are too good to be true.
Evanescence: It is a band that in some way i feel really related to, that whitout mentioning that i started to like this kind of music and related genders, i think amy lee is amazingly talented and that she has an unreal beauty.
SOA: I think they are awesome and i love serj tankian's gestures, and i seriously admire the way he thinks about violence an politics topics.
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FOB: It is stupid to say that i always loved patrick stump, the vocalist, because it is obvious, i really mean it (always), he has an incredible vocal range, he is extraordinary and for me really sweet. although i don't agree whit some of them songs, there are ones that are too comercial for my taste.
btw, i love a quote in one of them songs, "the person you would take a bullet for is behind the trigger", from the "miss missing you" song, of course from the save the rock and roll album.
and the other quote "you are what you love, not who loves you" from the "save the rock and roll".
ADELE: She has everyhing i love, she is secure, she doesn't mind what people have to say about her, she has an angelic voice, she likes to live and sing her feelings, she is not comercial, she is authentic, and OMG, i cannot describe how i looooove her laugh, it's amazing hahaha, and the thing that i love the most about her besides her lyrics and amazing sound, is the way she thinks.
i specially love her song "daydreamer":
btw, i love her body shape and height.
Demi Lovato: Her body positivity story is unbelievably captivating, i admire her, and it's not necessary to mention that i love her style, hair, make up (most part of the time) and body shape as well, although there are some song that are also too comercial for my taste, but one of my favorite songs by her is "Skyscraper",.
Well, and let's leave this topic like this because i think it will be really long if i don't stop now, there are a lot of music that i like, i could absolutely say that i am a music lover, maybe we can bring the topic again in another occasion
changing the topic:
I have three friends from high school who i appreciate a lot, two of them are named sara, and is really bizarre, because they are so different hahaha, one of them is taller (1.73 meters), and the other one is petit (1,55 meters), so we know the taller one as "sarota", and the petit one as "sarita", it's like saying "big sara and little sara", and the third one is yurany, she was my best friend, and i think she is still, I still being "close" friend whit sarota and yurany, i mean i see them like one or twice a year, but i haven't seen sarita since 2012, she seems to be really "busy" all the time sooo, well the thing is that i always felt like i didn't fit in whit them, at least whit sarota and yurany, because sarota is tall, thin, and beatiful, besides she is a great friend, warm and amusing person, and yurany was way shorter than her, but yurany was also thin and beatiful, and i have never considered myself as beatiful, they always said they didn't know how was possible i wasn't be able to see myself as they did, i really didn't see the qualities they said i had, but well, that's the story of my life, Sarita was veeery self-conscious as well, but she was flirty, and happier than me.
My problem is in my head, because my friends are always waaaay prettier than me, i feel like the ugly duck most part of the time i'm in public whit them, since i was little i always was whit the pretiest girls and let's say that the popular ones, and never feel like fitting in whit them, although i really liked them, them personality, and all about them, but i'm simply crazy, that is what i think hahah.
They always said i was beatiful, and i could say most part of the people that surrounded me thinks i'm waaaay too intelligent, they say i'm brilliant, but i have never valued what i have had, sooo yeah.
I think everything began when i was 5, and one of my most annoying aunts told me that i weighed more than a gas pipette, that is something like this, one of them:
I think everything began when i was 5, and one of my most annoying aunts told me that i weighed more than a gas pipette, that is something like this, one of them:
Soooo thaat, for a little girl that loved the barbie's dolls wasn't something pretty to hear, so i started thinking since that age that i was fat and ugly, even tought i was one of the bests students, and my best friend at the moment "manuela" taught me how to read and writing because at that moment my mom had depression and she couldn't take care of me, and when she was better, and she was willing to teach me i already knew, haha that was awesome.
but as i told you i never valued my good things.
so here i will introduce you my friends:
"Sarota"
"Yurany"
"sarita"
and this is a groupal picture, although sarota is missing:
PD: "i am the one in the middle, obviously i was slimmer but i tought i was fat, and now that i'm obese i wish i was that fat haha, that is my life, a circle of nostalgia and regret, and i'm not sure if i'm the only one but i'm constantly wishing to return time, to do everything different, but i'm trying to do something to not be regreted for the rest of my life."
- in the next post i will try to write about my story referent to weight, or at least i'll try, see you.
"if you don't make your biggest effort, ¿how will you know where is your limit?"
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