My Weight Story part 1

I think the moment has come now, i think i was denying myself i have to do this eventually, sooo, as you already now i have never been what you can call a "thin" person, but sometimes i have been heavier than other times, (altough i am in my heavier now), i was kind of beautiful when i was 13, in fact some people i would keep away from me has told me that i was prettier when i was slimmer, one guy who swears he sees me as his little sister, told me "you are so fat, every girl in you house has had her time to be beautiful, you were the last beautiful one, but now you are ugly too, do you want me to pay for your gym subscription?" and the worst thing was that he was serious, and the second person told me, "you are really fat now, you were slimmer, weren't you slimmer?, anyway you still good you know?", i didn't know how to react to that so i said "yeaaaah, as you say", as i have already mentioned, i moved to another neighborhood, because my parents were owners of a property in there,  my parents also had a bussiness in our original neighborhood, but they decided that that property had to produce, so my mother, humberto, Diana, and i went whit my mom, and my dad stayed at the business already established, so i had to get in a new school, and i was bullied in there for a guy named "marcos" and almost half my class, but well,  i'll bring that topic later, the thing is that i passed the awfulest time of my life in there, my dad got a slight depression, and he wasn't eating, so my mom had to took care of him and she would go to see him every weekend, so eventually that business broke, and my mom went to live whit my dad again, but i couldn't go because i had to finish my scool year, and obviously i couldn't stay alone i was 14, so Humberto and Diana, lived whit me in the meanwhile, my brother had an awful mood, and Diana who i was so close to, started to abandon me, because she met a boy "Andres" (her current husband), so she would work all day,  and come home at night, and in the exact second she got home, Andres was coming behind her, so we never talk again, at least no as we use to, so i felt the most lonely that i have never feel in my life, and we could never get back our wonderful relationship, and mostly now that she has a 5 months baby, so she started to not eat right, and things got so bad that she would only take a beverage at night, and not to have a breakfast, she didn't brush her teeth anymore, and she couldn't laugh because she would throw up, so eventually, she became  really, really thin, and all the family was so worried, and about me i wanted to enter to the school's voleyball team, but i couldn't, first of all because i became shy and insecure, and second of all, because there was too much violence and Humberto wouldn't let me out, i mean at 3:00 in the afternoon, could perfectly start a gunfire, so as you already imagine, we didn't live quiet at  all, even my mood whit my brother changed. So i could wake up at 5:00 am, go to school, at 6:00 'til 12:30, (altough, almost always we could go at 10:00 am or earlier, because there was danger, or because there was not teachers because for some reason the principal would stolen the school resources you know?) sooo, yeah, i could go to my house to eat not very healthy foods, and sleep all day 'til, 6 at night, and started to organize my house, and around 8 at night, would come Andres and Diana, and they would talk, all night, and i could watch tv all night, 'till 11:00 pm i think or later, and most part of the time Diana would go to bed later than me, and she had to wake up at 5:00 am as me, so the lack of food and sleep, became her too thin, sick thin for her height, well and that is the short story, as a conclusion it was the bitterest time of my life, even when i could go to visit my parents every weekend, it wasn't the same that being whit them, that lasts 'til finals of november and we could finally be together again. so let me show you a picture, from that time of my life.

i am the one whit the yellow blouse, and Diana is the one whit the green one, so as you see i could have been slimmer, if i would have take care of myself, but i didn't, and oh yeah, i wore glasses since i was around 10 but this year i got contacts, tought i have braces sooo, yeap, but you know what?, i don't have any problem whit that, soo that is all the story i can tell now, soo now i will write two graphics stories of mine.

FIRST ONE;

when i took this picture i was whit my friends, at the "juan pablo ii park" that is near to rionegro's airport (medellin's airport), we were seeing "camila, the giant doll" you could study the body inside, i mean organs and everything, it was very cool and funny, i love them, and i really like to be whit them, but we don't see each other as much now, but well, i was happy that day, that was days after we graduated from high school.

SECOND ONE: 

That was a beautiful day, mostly, we were in "parque explora" in medellin of course, we went with teachers and my classmates, we pass a lovable time, but as always i felt like i didn't fit in, you know?, i dont remember if i washed my hair that day, or if i put on makeup, but wait a minute

i took this picture, the same day, she is yurany, and i loved it, but then i took this one too,

and i felt so ugly and ridiculous, because form my point of view, yurany was one thousand times prettier than me, yes i know, i can't stop comparing myself to other people.

so well this is part one the next time i will post the second part of the story. bye.

"if you are tired of start from the beginning, stop quiting."